We were suppose to meet at dawn, I showed up ready but you weren’t there. I looked round the room but it was empty, you didn’t show up again.
But I didn’t give up, I took my sit and waited for you, I waited all day, every hope risen, i knew for sure you’ve made up your mind, but I wanted to trust you. I gave you a benefit of a doubt, because I wanted to trust you.
I am sorry!
How can I tell you that you affect me, how can I tell you that every wrong you do makes me sad, how can I tell you how broken I get when you don’t show up, how can I?
Still you are amazing!
You treat me as if you are in control of your destiny, if I give you a picture of your tomorrow will that make you change your attitude towards me.
You come to the place of prayer as if you were coming to see a less important person, do I even matter to you?
Have you thought of how you approach me, have I ever complained. Do you have an idea how much you disobey me, did I ever say a word? No!
Because I want you closer to me.
Have you ever imagined how hurt I get when I see you sad. You don’t, because you don’t know how much I mean to you.
Look! I don’t want you to try to hold on to me, no! Let go and just be held.
I am the God who created the universe, the same God who formed you from the dust. Do you think I am proud when you lose.
Oh you have no idea… I am the God of all victory!
I watched you last night, you were suppose to stay up to talk with me but when I came, you were preoccupied, you were busy on the phone, talking about how broke you were. You know what I did? I waited for you!
Does it matter to you, do you not know in who’s image you are form. Haven’t you had that I bless those whom I choose and curse those whom I choose.
You won’t go far like this, you were created to solve a problem, I created you for a purpose I made you for my pleasure. When you trust me I feel happy.
Haven’t you heard I spared a city because of ten people, I can make everyone wealthy because of you.
Do you not trust me?
I am the same God, who gave Hannah a son, parted the red sea, the God who gives treasures of the secret place. Sometimes you amaze me, when you fight your oppressors, for the battles is not yours my darling. I will contend with those who contend with you.
You are cheated not because you do not know who you are but because you do not know your portion in my heritage. No you are not a son yet, you are still a stranger. Cause a true son knows his place. A true son knows the fathers heart.
Yes, I am a jealous God but I haven’t given up on you yet. I love you, no matter what you do, I still care. So I will wait again. I will wait for you!
The same place,the same venue, same time. I will be there, I will come earlier and I will wait for you.
I am mindful of you and I can change your story!
I am glad I shared this cause I learnt this in pain, it’s not the way you see it, no.
God wants to bless you, he wants to anoint you, he wants you to spend time with him. God is affected when you don’t show up.
Imagine fixing a date with someone special, you walk to the restaurant and sit, five minutes gone, ten, twenty, one hour and then it’s hits you. he’s not going to show up.
It’s hurts, you feel bad, sad, angry, and waves of emotions of different emotions. My dear stop hurting the Holy Spirit, he feels that way too.
You can’t know God if you don’t spend time with him. Will you, tonight spend time with God?
W a date and show up. Consistency will summon his presence.