I hope you read this more than once cause I’m pouring out my heart to you…
On 7th of February after an amazing time in the house of God, I was rushing back to my hostel at about 11:25pm or so, I got off the bike and took long strides into the school environment. Two guys were behind me, I had no idea who they were or how they looked but they were deeply concerned about me!
They talked about how I was super tall, slim and almost perfect. Sounded good until the other guy mentioned how I had a flat back like a flat tire and that got me!
He just had to ruin what I thought was an amazing compliment and you know, some guys just checking me out and appreciating what they saw, I believe I have a healthy self-esteem and I’m confident about my body until they got me rebuking the thought of how I’m actually flat.
when I got back to the hostel the first thing I did was to look myself in the mirror, after they mentioned being tall I thought I was ignoring them but each of their words left a print on me, I stared for a while and said to myself
” lose that weight baby girl.”
Validations, embarrassments, wanting to be checked out and complimented are all weight, unnecessarily weight.
When you get yourself obese with the words and opinion of people, you are going to get sick; emotionally, mentally and even physically.
Don’t let toxic people and trait into your life, guard your heart. You are the best version of yourself and you can get better, better than who you are right now.
A lot of people around the globe today turn to food when they become depressed, then they gain weight and then they try to loose it. Diet and exercise and all of that however the problem is not what they eat alone it’s what they permit into their minds.
So, what do you permit into your mind?
What defines your beauty, what defines your love for yourself, what defines what you say and believe about yourself?
Today, I pray that you don’t depend on what people say to believe or know who you are, if you want to know who you are check the manual, go to God!
now I don’t agree to anything negative, sometimes I have a moment of reflection but that’s all you can get from me. I’m a child of God and you know what? I’m perfect, I don’t care what you think or say. I filter what I let into my mind with the word of God and what he says or think about me and he thinks I’m bae, his perfect imperfection!
I recognize my inadequacy and imperfections outside of the mercy of God, that’s why I want to be where he is, every single moment of my life!
You can choose to leave what they say behind or suffer because of it, so my darling lose that weight! You are not fat you are lovely.
God is the only strategy to loosing emotional weight and receiving complete and total mental stability.