Help me to love you.
Help me to set my eyes on you.
Help me to throw my heart to you.
Help me to focus on what’s on the cross and not what’s around me,
Remind me that if I look beyond the horizon, I will see the heart of peace.
Remind me that I am loved.
Remind me that I am yours.
Remind me that you carved me after your likeness.
To love and to be loved.
To first give, then to receive.
Let my heart be inclined towards you.
And, my ears only to the sound of your voice.
May others not define life to me.
May their hurts not define love to me.
Lord may the way people treat me not be the basics for my love.
Lord may my heart remember your calm love,
In the midst of my heart breaks,
I heard your loving sobs.
You feel for me,
You know my pain.
You hear my silent prayers.
You love me anyways.
You know that I’m your infant.
The child that acts all macho on the outside.
And, the toddler that cries for your face at night.
Abbah… I am unashamed of my love for you.
You are the reason I’m still breathing.
They say “love doesn’t fail”
But my definition of love has.
It gave way when I needed it.
But you, you never did
You are the only love language I understand.
I am not ugly.
You have made me,
Beautifully and wonderfully.
A little bit complicated though,
Sometimes I don’t even understand myself.
But, I know you do
You know me more than I know myself,
You choose me and formed me in my mother’s womb.
You know all the details about me.
Even when I am going to fail you or make you smile,
You chose me still.
Now I know why I’m crazy
Cause I have a way crazier God.
Loving me is risk,
Risks I’m learning to take.
I am not even a percent what you are,
I wonder how I can function like you
I can only but promise one thing.
No matter how far, how close, how small or how big, how strong or how weak, no height, nor depth, nor man, nor spirit can separate me from your love.
If I have to crawl to you,
I will, gladly.
When my knees are bruised, may my love grow wings.
May deep call out to deep!
I am still learning to cast my cares upon the lord for he truly cares for me I can’t remember the exact prayer I said after reading a message from a friend but then I knew I felt hurt, completely hurt and for a while now I have been learning to love this big…
Please don’t even ask me to smarting up🙄🙄🙄 cause lately I have been really struggling too but here we go I’m teaching us how to cast our cares on him, how to say a quick prayer ( be proactive) instead of react (and not reactive).
My poor heart has received it shares of ups and downs and God has never giving up on caring for the little pieces I remember to throw at him and I have finally decided to let him have it all…
Lord help me to honor you with my heart🙇🏾♀️🙇🏾♀️🙇🏾♀️🙇🏾♀️